pissed

i was downloading the online game maple story. it was a super large file and it took several hours. so i left my computer on and then drifted to sleep. i had a very distrubing dream. a very disturbing one.

a few of us were gathering at the void deck at eddie cai's house. then teck beng came out of nowhere holding a stack of papers. that was the prelim results slip of everybody's score.

tb: hey guys ... take a look at this ...

nobody seemed interested in looking at their prelim scores surprisingly, so i was the first to take a look. they arranged the results in a very weird way. they printed the names of those who bottomed the whole level for each subject. those who got ungraded for S papers were highlighted. i was scanning through each subject, hoping not to see my name on the cursed sheet of paper. then i flipped to the BIO section. i saw the following statement.

'will these pupils see mr. CHAN TER YUE immediately after assembly outside the hall ...'

i looked down the namelist. there were 6 people in all ... AND I HAPPENED TO BE ONE OF THEM!!! fook! although i remembered the other 5, it is not convienient to post it here. and then ... i glanced at my bio essay marks ... damn it ... i only got an average of 6/20 for all the essays, the main paper and the option paper.

feeling highly pissed off and in a state of shittiness. eddie cai came up to me and said ...

eddie: eh, alvin ong, your results not bad eh?
alvin: where got not bad ... bio fail already la ... bottom 6 ... NOOOO
eddie: not bad what, the rest of your grades are ABCDEFG
alvin: NOOOOOOOOOO ...

then i woke up. feeling highly shitty, clearly remembering the whole nightmare.